Pressured 

​Pressing onto myself too many times a day, asking and wondering if i’m enough for a certain someone or something life has to give.. Pressure based on pestering pasts and gripping grims of baggage.. 😫
Well, I guess one can’t have it all.. you can’t have secured feelings if you’re not insured.. you can’t move on from the past and look forward for the present if ashes follow with every move..

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Conditions of disappointments

An uninterrupted emotion of empty promises and lies gathered in grounds of old corps..

Having no breathe because of too many things lost, giving too much as a result of a virus of self hate..
Separate yourself from spread lies you wrap yourself in..
Demand alone time and dwel amongst things  that are beneficial..